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Thursday, 26 January 2012 ? 0 Atashinchi ?

Yoo people , human , et , animals and objest on my surrounding . Today I feel very dissappointed . IDK why . Hahaha it is because my maid ran again and again . All the housework all I have to do and its freakin me out . Hell I'm going crazy . Actually I miss my ex Azri Arif Bin Suhardi . But he got a new girl . She's very nice , simple and classy , beautiful , gorgeous , and all kinds of that lah . I love him damn much but he can't see . He belong with me . I know I'm not pretty as they out there but .. I love him . Everyday I cried , I have to save all my pain and sorrow , alone . Nobody here when I'm lonely . Nobody cares . I can't forget him . He's apart of my heart I mean half . I keep on praying that one fine day he will be deadly in love again with me but I know it won't happen . I don't care what people want to say about him such as playboy , faggot , idiot nor something , I ONLY LOVE HIM . Only god knew how does it hurt inside . My heart bleeding when see he with a new girl . I can't describe how was it but its mixture of sad and bad . Okay that's all . I want to throw all my pain and sorrow god please help me !!

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